the music

Tomorrow is the day when I have to face the finality of my words and my actions.
If I am so sure of myself, then why am I so afraid?
The concert that I was supposed to play in tonight has been cancelled, and I have the next 36 hours of my life to waste away at my discretion.
Lots of offers of things to do and places to go, but I would rather stay home and read.

I have to stop spending money.